This is going to be a complaining post.....
I seriously can't stand people who keeps complaining to me about really trivial things, and once in a while when I am the one who complain, they will get judgemental (and the things complained about are like the same). Seriously no point understanding, empathizing with others, no one will care about you anyway. I don't care whether you are in your 更年期 or whatever, but you are seriously irritating and I shouldn't SERIOUSLY not be such a soft- hearted weakling who always get softened so easily. I'm glad that I don't have that many years to stay with you. Now come to think of it, boarding school is much better, but I still can't decide whether I prefer to lock myself up to get moment of peace or be with a bunch of (rather rowdy) roommates. Now I understand why there's a drama called 青春期撞上更年期..
Guess I'm too easily contented and too easily hurt. Even though I've tried to change my way of thinking many times, but I still can't get over many things. Its ironic that people say that "if you can't change those around you, change yourself", and sometimes they say that "you should never lose you true/ original self."
And I seriously hate it when you are obviously pissed and angry and the people who pissed you off still asked you are angry or whatever. To be fair, its not really their fault but I still hate it. I always try very hard to contain my anger and by asking, you may just step beyond my limit.
Kay I should stop complaining about these useless stuffs and do my theory -.-
No smiley faces

I LOVE MICROFIBER

Microfiber(s) are probably the most darling thing in the world!!! They are so cute and nice to touch, and it really works when you want to use to clear some dust. I just got 2 from DAISO ($2 only and they are so lovable), because I really need a more practical one for cleaning my room, and another one beacuse it is tooo cute to resist and I will probably sleep with and never use it (yes i'm serious, its really so soft and nice to touch!!!!)

okay, but the best thing is it traps dust really well but I feel really guilty when I use it beacause they are SOOO nice!!!

Anyway, here's the pics of the cute one, its supposed to be a bunny but i think it really looks like a pink porcupine, I'll probably never use it

FRONT: the bunny face which is sooo cute but the surface feels rough


BACK: the porcupine like microfiber behind, i really love the genius who invented this!!! the microfiber is freaking nice to touch!!!!


Anyway, microfibers are really useful in clearing dust, I just swept it under my bed and all the long accumulated dust were gone, like really amazing, and the dust particles+ hair+ whatever gross stuffs just stick on to it, but its contributes to the difficulty in cleaning it. i tried washing mine and it takes 2 days to dry TT.
Still, microfibers are awesome! Great for doing housework!

Another Leap Year

I almost forgot that its 29 Feb today.
4 years have passed since 2008.
I shall wait and see where I am 4 years later.

For now, I will still have to plan for IH essay:O admist the noise >:(
I seriously CANT work at all when there's noise at the background..oh I love and miss my homee!!! But I can go back next week so I shall be nice and tolerant for now:D

shall write about boarding school soon:)

BUT THE NOISE!!!!

This is just a very random thing I thought of today..
Why is it that so many of us are comparing for not having the same intellect/ talent as others, when we are in fact so gifted to be healthy and educated...
I was revising my physics today and I suddenly thought that almost everyone around me are so fit and healthy (excluding those mild illness etc), and we are always comparing little things like quizzes etc. It's already good enough that we aren't born in times of crisis or handicapped or whatever, and things like our quizzes mean almost nothing to other people in the world.
But it's human nature to always strive for the better and that's also the factor which make us improve..

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This is unrelated, but it's really...great(?)... to see people of our age making great impacts on other people
Like when we were younger, we were fan-girling over our seniors, looking up to them etc, and it's really interesting to see the younger ones inspired/ look up to us/ idolize us (but that doesn't include meTT).
There were some juniors which I got to know really look up to out batch mates and school mates of our level, just like us when we were younger. Its also good to know that what we did have an impact.

about being sick

I don't know why I suddenly came up with this, but seriously, I think I'm falling sick too often.

Anyway, (let me digress a bit), I changed quite a lot of things in the blog, the most obvious one is the chatbox:) Its seriously irritating with all those spams and I don't really like to check the chatbox...

It's quite weird that I'm reviving the blog with this topic (I feel like changing from blogger to sth else now...like wordpress? but its kind of troublesome)

ok, anyway, I'm falling sick far too often... last year was before GCP, and I almost didn't mange to go for the trip, but thank god I still made it.

I've come to the realisation that, among all those pursuits you have in life, health is really important. You can't enjoy anything you have in life unless you are in good health. For now, I even have trouble talking (its really difficult when your nose is blocked) and your ear feels...itchy/ irritated? But when I'm fine, I don't feel like doing anything good for my body, like eating veg and exercising...

so this is the liangcha I drink, and the one on the right (二十四味） is super bitter.
It feels really awful when you can't do anything and use loads of tissue paper to blow your nose (its quite disgusting too)

Ok I've decided that blogger is really irritating when you want to post your pictures because they will just pop up right in front of all the text you typed and you have to slowly move them behind but I don't think I will do anything about it for now except to stop blogging:)

for now

It has been a considerable while since I last posted, and I really felt the urge to do so today.
Ok, basically I was doing my gap compo (yeah I'm not kidding), when I realized that I had been in singapore for ten years alr. 10years, that's a really long time....and I'm old now. I wish I can stop growing up, yet I can't help yearning for the things adults can do, and the life adults can live. Today when I was in botanic garden( in the playground), in just realized that I'm too old and can't do the things little kids like my bros can do, such as climbing the trees. Not that I'm afraid the tree can't support my weight or I'm too big or whatever, but it's just weird when other people come to look at you, and probably wondering, what's that old girl doing there? Shameless...><
Ok, back to the topic of coming here for ten yrs. I can't help but already identifying this place as my home, yeah, at least I feel most comfortable here for now. Even when I go back to china, everything just feels weird, and I'm no longer used to speaking the dialect and whatever other customs. I can't remember the exact date of when I came 10years ago, but I can confirm that it has been 10 years. I guess it's just another mark on my life

你见，或者不见我 　

我就在那里 　　

不悲不喜 　　

你念，或者不念我 　　

情就在那里 　　

不来不去 　　

你爱，或者不爱我 　　

爱就在那里 　　

不增不减 　　

你跟，或者不跟我 　　

我的手就在你手里 　　

不舍不弃 　　

来我的怀里 　　

或者 　　

让我住进你的心里 　　

默然 相爱 　　

Not sure who wrote that:)

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